It was now late evening and I was laying in my tent with a beautiful mountain lake close by, listening to the night sounds, and all I could think about was Kate. Did what happen this evening really happen? If I closed my eyes, I felt her lips on mine. If I opened my eyes, I was looking in hers. Her scent penetrated my senses. Questions swirled through my thoughts. How could I walk away from her? I should go to her tent … no, I can’t … I’m married! Well, after last night it’s too late for that thought buddy, you just made Kate cum all over your hand. But if you are in a sour marriage is it cheating? But you gave your word, you made a vow. This would turn out to be the longest night of my life.
At some point in the middle of the night I realized I was lost, or maybe I was found. I had never felt for any woman the things I was feeling for Kate, even after such a brief encounter. I never had a woman so want to be in the moment like that with me before either. In my life I’ve felt that every woman I have ever been intimate with was never really all there. I wanted to feel a woman love and want me with the same desire and passion I gave them. Just from my brief encounter with Kate I felt I could have that desire come true. It was clear in my mind after pondering it all night that I wanted to be with Kate and she wanted to be with me, to both find out exactly what that experience would be like. But after my reaction last night she must hate me now … so close and yet so far away.
Somewhere late, very late, I finally fell asleep. I was awakened by the light of the breaking dawn and the sound of birds scurrying around camp. I laid there a minute orienting myself. Fully wake now I recalled that I was in the remote camp. Kate! Oh my god! How do I face Kate this morning?
I crawled out of my tent and was dazzled by the brilliance of the day. The view was breathtaking. I walked over to where I buried the food rations. In remote locations I’d always put all food in sealed containers and buried it to keep the smell down, and hopefully critters away who were looking for a free mean. I dug up the food bags and headed to where we’d made a fire pit just as Kate came out of her tent. She smiled at me and said, “Good Moring, what a beautiful day.” I smiled back and said, “It sure is I said, I’m just about to start the fire and get coffee going but it’ll be a few minutes before it is ready.” All the tension and fear of facing Kate this morning instantly melted away. I was so relieved I could have cried. We prepped breakfast, ate, cleaned up, reburied the food supplies, and then we got ready for the day in the field.
At its basics, Field Geology is practiced by direct observation of outcrops, exposures, landscapes, and the investigation of rocks and rock materials in their natural environment. Geologic field work, supplemented by other methods and procedures such as remote sensing and laboratory studies, is critical to advances in the knowledge of the geology of the earth. I wanted Kate to get the maximum advantage of this day and thus I had laid out a program that would keep us busy from the time we left camp until we returned. I was now glad I had the day laid out before we had left the main camp, as we’d be too busy throughout the day to think about last night. Wrong.
We worked well together and were very sociable and jovial with each other all day. It can often take time for field workers to develop an ease with each other, but we slipped into it naturally, like we’d been working together for years. Kate was clearly fascinated by the work and asked many questions. She also fully applied herself; I was impressed. But it was a long day. I watched her move, her curves; and her scent always there. I swear I had an erection for most of that day; my shorts were so wet I had no doubt Kate could smell it easily.
We completed the work assignments and headed back to camp. We didn’t get back until early evening. I was happy to see that no critter had discovered our food stash, but I felt like something different. I always carry light-weight fishing gear in my pack when I head into remote areas and so I prepared to walk down to the lake to see if I could get a fresh trout. I told Kate, “I’m heading to the lake to see if I can catch dinner. I’ll give it thirty minutes and if I don’t have anything by then we can eat our rations.” I was just about to give up when I caught and landed a nice 1 ½ pound Rainbow. Perfect. I cleaned the fish and headed back to camp.
Kate said, “I see you had some luck.” All smiles I agreed. Then Kate informed me she didn’t like fish, something about the taste she could never get used to, but she laughed and said “No worries, I could tell you really wanted fish. You can have it and I’ll have the rations.”
After eating we burnt the waste and I buried the last of our rations: morning breakfast. We then went and sat were we did the night before taking in the splendor of the surroundings. My heart was beating so fast I’m sure Kate must have heard it. Despite my trepidation I managed to say, “Kate, I have never been more attracted to anyone in my life as I am to you. The pull to you is unexplainable, but it is also undeniable. I am so sorry about last night, but I was terribly conflicted. Under the circumstances, I know I should not have touched you, but there was no way I could stop myself. This may seem weird but touching you out here in the open seemed okay, but the thought of going into my bed brought my marriage back to the centre of my attention. I reacted badly, but the only way I knew how at the moment. All night I lay awake and I thought about us, about me. The conclusion I came to is I cannot leave my wife, but it is not a happy marriage. I thought about that a lot last night, the make things work thing I mean. Would you be willing to be with me intimately even knowing I cannot leave Jane?”
Kate smiled, “Thank god” she said. “I want you so bad I am bursting but I was imaging you were thinking of me as being this awful person.” “I was so relieved the way you greeted me this morning, and at our wonderful day we had today. I imagined us getting up and heading straight back to the main camp. To hear your words now is everything I was hoping to hear. Short of being married, we can find our own happiness. And by the way, I am so attracted to you that my panties have been extremely wet all day from being constantly close to you.” I laughed and said, “Well, my shorts are a bit damp too.” We both laughed.
There was no further conversation between us that night. I stood up, took Kate’s hand, and we headed for my tent. I felt like a young schoolboy at Christmas, all jittery and filled with excitement in anticipation of what was to come.
We laid back on my bed and we kissed and kissed; deep, hot, passionate kisses that shook me to my core. We kissed for a long time, still dressed. I finally pulled back. Kate’s scent flowed through me easily and her eyes glowed like burning embers. I bent and began undoing the buttons on her blouse, finally opening it to expose her ample breasts. I touched and kissed her soft skin feeling the quiver under my lips. Pulling her up slightly I slipped off her blouse, then off came the bra. Oh wow! I caressed around her breasts, feeling the nipples, pinching, feeling them grow under my fingers. I bent and sucked on a nipple and Kate gave a soft moan. I removed my shirt now and we kissed more while I enjoyed the softness of her breasts under my chest and the nipples hard against my skin.
I slide my hand down over Kate’s pants until I reached her pussy. The heat was incredible. Really … incredible. Upon contact with her pussy she gasped, so I moved down and unzipped, opened, and unhurriedly slide her pants off. Her panties were soaked. I slide them off too, but not before touching her a bit on the outside, to build her anticipation. She moved under my hand, cooing. Sliding her panties off I slide between her legs, then I bent to taste her moisture. When my tongue touched her clit, I felt Kate push hard against me and moan. I thought, if there is a nectar of the gods, this is what it tastes like. And her texture was like silk on satin, her moisture teasing my tongue. I licked and sucked on her pussy lips, on her clit. I kissed and nipped on the inside of her thighs. I was experiencing everything I ever thought I could with a woman. Kate was hot and passionate, and clearly, she wanted to be here with me. She moved with me, she moaned, her breathing was hard, laboured, never drawing back, always pushing forward. I was in heaven.
I moved deliberately up kissing her sides, her stomach, her arms, her throat, up until I was kissing her mouth again; I love these lips. My penis was harder than it had ever been. I was amazed I had not cum everywhere already, but it was like I was waiting, waiting until I was pressed into Kate’s pussy first. I could not wait any longer, I needed to be in Kate now.
As I continued kissing Kate, I moved up to where the head of my penis just touched the outer lips of her pussy, then in one motion I glided, yes glided, all the way into her pussy as fully as it was possible for me to be. Holy fuck! I had to stop and hold myself a moment, telling myself to please not come yet. Not yet. I’d stopped kissing Kate and was just there, motionless. She was staring at me, then she smiled, and I felt her hips move. Hold fuck, this time saying it out loud. Now she got into a rhythm, my body gently getting into the same rhythm. I thought my head was going to explode, and I’m talking about the one on my shoulders.
Her pussy wrapped about my penis like we were a matched pair. I was moving now, but the sensations challenged me constantly to cum. I wanted to, but I wanted to enjoy this as long as possible. We held each other close, out bodies moving as one, feeling more love and pleasure than I’d ever known. I could not hold anymore and with quickening breath I plunged deep, deep, again, deep, and exploded with pure euphoria. I was out of body. Sensations coursing through me, slowing, but still moving, more gently, I eventually stopped moving, as did Kate. I was completely spent. If I’d had to get up and run for my life, I was a goner, I could not move. I was thinking I must be heavy and I’m fully lying on Kate, I must be crushing her, I should move, and then I felt her arms wrap fully around me pulling me even closer, not wanting me to get up. And laying there in each other’s embrace, we slept.
Musings of a Sexual Being 